We were invited to a family wedding on Saturday, something in all honestly i really did not want to go to as many don't understand this illness, and some view it as an oddity, something which annoys me.
Plus I have never ever felt part of that side of the family, but we went
However i don't cope with a lot of noise or large numbers of people these ddays so it's a bit difficult to cope with
We then found out that they jumped up and down during the service, while hooping and yelling, something i found a little odd. while waving their arms around, which was unsettling to say the least
Along with this we found to my horror that this was an old ballroom with a double sprung floor, which in turn made me feel totally unstable and slightly seasick.
We did not stay for the reception, because i was drained after a 2 hour service, even though i was sat down most of that time.
When we got home we had a meal, then i fell asleep for 2 hours, and missed talking to our daughter, something i love, because she lives so far away.
i now realise that i will never go to something like that again because of the stress etc.
