Sunday, 9 March 2014


Since my last chest infection, I have had problems concentrating and getting motivated to do anything, I suppose its all because I feel totally drained and tired.

Its as if my brain has been drained of the information, so even things like the blog are being ignored now as I cannot think what I want to say.

This has come as quite a shock to me, as this blog has kept me going for so long, and gave me a reason to fight this illness, now it feels as if that has gone.

I am not sure whether this will come back, but I am now prepared for the worst if it comes to it.

I have already decided to scale some of my activities back through loss of concentration, and think perhaps, I should just spend some time with my family and try to enjoy myself for a change.

As someone who has prided themselves on being active over the last few years, I thought I would be finding this harder that I am, but perhaps this should be telling me that its time to ease back

On top of all of this I have noticed that my spelling and use of the computer keyboard is starting to slip away, which is perhaps another reason why I am considering stopping all together now.

I have had immense pleasure  writing this blog, seeing it rise to over 45-000 readers in over 104 countries, and its now rising without me doing anything.

I now have the pleasure to know that I have done something to help others in my own little way and hope that I have inspired others to follow suite, rather than sit back and give in to this illness.

Hopefully when things settle and my brain starts working properly again, I may well come back.


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